Letters revealing Mother Teresas half-century-long crisis of faith have many pondering what to make of the secret life of one of the most revered figures in modern history.
(Photo: AP Images / Bebeto Matthews, file)Mother Teresa waves to a crowd of onlookers in this June 18, 1997, file photo in the Bronx borough of New York. Mother Teresa's hidden faith struggle, laid bare in a new book that shows she felt alone and separated from God, is forcing a re-examination of one of the world's best known religious figures.
Yet as theologians and psychologists offer interpretations for her deep darkness, a preeminent American theologian used Mother Teresas struggle to remind believers to trust Christ and not their feelings.
Whether it be an average Christian or a saint, doubts on the existence of God and turmoil over the inability to feel His presence is something every Christian has wrestled with.
Yet more important than dwelling on human emotions is securing ones faith in Christ, according to Dr. R. Albert Mohler, Jr., the president of The Southern Baptist Theological Seminary. The Southern Baptist Theological Seminary is the flagship school of the Southern Baptist Convention and is one of the largest seminaries in the world.
Salvation comes to those who believe in Christ it is by grace we are saved through faith, wrote Mohler in an online column Thursday in On Faith a project of The Washington Post and Newsweek magazine.
But the faith that saves is not faith in faith, nor faith in our ability [to] maintain faith, but faith in Christ, he emphasized. Our confidence is in Christ, not in ourselves.
Mohler was responding to this weeks TIME cover story which explores Mother Teresas inner struggles in light of a new book, Mother Teresa: Come Be My Light, which was made public for the first time letters covering a period of 66 years in which she questioned her beliefs and God.
In correspondents to her spiritual confidants, Mother Teresa laments on the dryness, darkness, loneliness, and torture she suffers with her inability to feel Gods presence.
A letter to Archbishop Ferdinand Perier in 1953, according to TIME, read: "Please pray specially for me that I may not spoil His work and that Our Lord may show Himself for there is such terrible darkness within me, as if everything was dead. It has been like this more or less from the time I started 'the work.'"
Another letter in 1956 read: Such deep longing for God and repulsed empty no faith no love no zeal. [The saving of] Souls holds no attraction Heaven means nothing pray for me please that I keep smiling at Him in spite of everything.
Mother Teresa also painfully shared her inability to pray saying she just utter words of Community prayers a confession that came from a woman who once said the Christmas holiday should remind the world that radiating joy is real because Christ is everywhere.
Yet despite the pain and darkness in her soul, Mother Teresa served tirelessly among the outcasts, the dying and the most abject poor in India. She brought countless sick Indians to her center from slums and gutters to be treated and cared for under the banner of Christs love.
The very essence of faith, you see, is believing even in the absence of evidence, said Chuck Colson, founder and chairman of Prison Fellowship, in a column Wednesday in response to the TIME article. And it is the only way we can know Christ.
Colson shared that he experienced his own darkness of soul when a few years back two of his three children were diagnosed with cancer. Continue »










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