Kris Jenner Affair and Kourtney Homewrecker Accusation: 'I Would Rather Die' Than Talk (VIDEO)

Kourtney Kardashian recently revealed on "Keeping Up with the Kardashians" that she is not proud about the fact that her mother, Kris Jenner, had an affair.

Kris Jenner was never very discreet about the fact that she was having an affair with Todd Waterman, an affair that eventually led to the end of her marriage with Robert Kardashian. However, while Jenner appeared unfazed, even after the divorce, Kourtney Kardashian recently revealed on "Keeping Up with the Kardashians" that she has yet to completely forgive her mother for the affair.

"I've definitely talked to my mom about her affair," Kourtney said during the latest episode. "I'm not saying that my mom was being selfish on purpose, but I think her actions were definitely selfish."

During an interview earlier this year, Waterman admitted that he and Jenner were "both very much in love," and used that as an excuse for their questionable behavior.

"I think it was two people who were both open to experiencing something in their life at that time. It was fate, we invited it and we just ran with it and from that point on. We didn't hold back," Waterman told Hollywood Life. "The love swept us away. We made our own different reality. It was special, it was a little crazy, a little wild – we didn't exercise caution or self-restraint."

Kourtney revealed that after reading her mother's memoir, she feels as though she can no longer trust her, which causes her to have outbursts with Jenner.

"She's just annoying me lately," Kourtney told Kim while planning a shopping trip.

Kim Kardashian admitted that she felt that "Kourtney is the one who took it the hardest."

"I think my mom writing this book has just brought up feelings that I think Kourtney thought were unnecessary," Kim said. "Kourtney could never understand now, having a child, what it would be like having an affair at this stage in her life."

Kim suggested to her sister that it would be best to talk out her problems with their mother.

"You have this resentment with mom, maybe it would just be good to sit down and talk to her," Kim suggested.

"I would rather die," Kourtney responded.